RUDO TSAMBA: ALLEN GINSBERG NAPETER ORLOVSKY
Mudetembi weAmerica uye munyori Allen Ginsberg uye mudetembi Peter Orlovsky vakanga vasangana muSan Francisco muna 1954, vakatanga iyo Ginsberg yakadana "muchato" wavo - hukama hwehupenyu hwose hwakapfuura nezvikamu zvakawanda, hwakatsungirira matambudziko akawanda, asi hwakazogara kusvika pakufa kwaGinsberg muna 1997. .
Mavara avo, akazadzwa nemataipa, zvisipo zvepumisikidzo, uye zvivakamutauro zvisinganzwisisike pakunyora zvichifambiswa nekuputika kwemanzwiro akanyanya kwete kuita zvekunyora, akanaka chose.
Mutsamba yaJanuary 20, 1958, Ginsberg anonyorera Orlovsky kubva kuParis, achirondedzera kushanya neshamwari yake yepedyo uye shamwari yake beatnik, William S. Burroughs, mumwe mufananidzo wezvinyorwa zvegay subculture:
"Wadiwa Petey:
O Mwoyo O Rudo zvese zvinongoerekana zvashandurwa kuita goridhe! Usatya usazvinetse chinhu chinokatyamadza chakanaka chakaitika pano! Handizivi pekutangira asi chinonyanya kukosha. Bill [ed: William S. Burroughs] paakauya ini, isu, takafunga kuti akanga ari mudhara Bill akapenga, asi chimwe chinhu chakanga chaitika kuna Bill panguva iyi kubva zvatakapedzisira kumuona ... asi nezuro manheru pakupedzisira ini naBill takagara pasi takatarisana nomumwe nomumwe. mumwe mhiri kwetafura yekicheni uye akatarisa ziso kune ziso uye akataura, uye ndakareurura kusahadzika kwangu kwese uye kusuwa - uye pamberi pemeso angu akashanduka kuita Ngirozi!
Chii chakaitika kwaari muTangiers mwedzi mishoma yapfuura iyi? Zvinoita sekuti akamira kunyora ndokugara pamubhedha wake masikati ese achifunga nekufungisisa ari ega uye akamira kunwa - uye akazobuda pakuziva kwake, zvishoma nezvishoma uye kakawanda, zuva rega rega, kwemwedzi yakati wandei - kuziva nezve "nzvimbo ine mutsa (kunzwa) kune Chisikwa chose ”- sezviri pachena aive, nenzira yake, izvo zvandanga ndakasungirirwa mandiri uye newe, chiratidzo cherudo rukuru rune rugare.
Ndamuka mangwanani ano nemufaro mukuru werusununguko & mufaro mumoyo mangu, Bill waponeswa, ndaponeswa, iwe waponeswa, tese takaponeswa, zvese zvave zvichikwira kubva ipapo - ndinongonzwa kusuwa kuti pamwe iwe takasara tichinetsekana patakakwazisana nekutsvodana zvisingaite - ndinoshuva kuti dai ndapedza kuti ndikuoneka uchifara uye pasina kushushikana uye kusava nechokwadi ndakave nerima guru pawakaenda… - Bill achinja hunhu, ndinotonzwa zvakanyanya. akachinja, makore makuru akakungurutswa, sezvandinonzwa ini newe patakanga tiri muhukama, zvakanaka, kuwirirana kwedu wakagara mandiri, uneni, pane kurasikirwa nazvo, ndinonzwa kune wese munhu, chimwe chinhu chakafanana nepakati pedu. "
Mavhiki mashoma gare gare, kutanga kwaFebruary, Orlovsky anotumira tsamba kuGinsberg kubva kuNew York, umo anonyora nehunyanzvi hwekuziva:
"... usazvinetse mudiwa Allen zvinhu zviri kufamba zvakanaka - tichachinja nyika kusvika pakuda kwedu - kunyangwe tikafa - asi OH nyika ine miraraungu makumi maviri neshanu pahwindo rangu ..."
Paanongogamuchira tsamba zuva rakatevera Zuva raValentine, Ginsberg anonyora achipindura, achitora Shakespeare senge mudetembi anobatwa nerudo angadaro:
"Ndanga ndichimhanya-mhanya nevadetembi vanopenga & vadyi venyika pano uye ndanga ndichishuva mazwi emutsa kubva kudenga awakanyora, akauya akachena semhepo yezhizha &" kana ndikafunga pamusoro pako shamwari inodiwa / zvose zvinorasikirwa zvinodzorerwa & kusuwa. kupera,” yakauya pamusoro & mupfungwa dzangu - ndiko kupera kweShakespeare Sonnet - anofanira kunge aifarawo murudo. Ndakanga ndisati ndambozviona izvozvo. . . .Ndinyorere nokukurumidza mwanangu, ndichakunyorera nhetembo huru refu yandinonzwa sokunge ndimi mwari wandinonamata—Rudo, Allen”
Mune imwe tsamba yakatumirwa mazuva mapfumbamwe gare gare, Ginsberg anonyora kuti:
"Ndiri kugadzirira pano, asi ndakusuwa, maoko ako nekushama uye kubata mumwe nemumwe - hupenyu hunoita sehusina maturo pasina iwe, kudziya kwemweya hakusi kutenderedza ..."
Achitaura imwe nhaurirano yaakaita naBurroughs, anoenderera mberi achiratidzira kusvetuka kukuru kwechiremerera uye kuenzana kwerudo izvo zvatichangoona anopfuura hafu yezana ramakore mushure mekunge Ginsberg anyora izvi:
"Bill anofunga kuti chizvarwa chitsva cheAmerica chichava muhudyu uye chichachinja zvinhu zvishoma nezvishoma - mitemo nemafungiro, ane tariro ipapo - kune imwe rudzikinuro rweAmerica, kuwana mweya wayo. . . . - iwe unofanirwa kuda hupenyu hwese, kwete zvikamu chete, kuita chiitiko chisingaperi, ndizvo zvandinofunga kubva zvatakagadzira, zvakanyanya & nezvimwe ndinoona kuti hazvisi pakati pedu chete, kunzwa kunokwanisa [kuwedzerwa] kune zvose. Tho ndinoshuvira kuonana kwezuva chaiko pakati pedu ndakusuwa semusha. Shine back honey & think of me.
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