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TSAMBA YERUDO: Oscar Wilde NASir Alfred Taylor

Playwright Oscar Wilde akasungwa nekuda kwe "mhosva" yake yehungochani, akadzingwa mukubhuroka uye kutapwa uye pakupedzisira akakundwa nerufu rusingatarisire.

Muna Chikumi we1891, Wilde akasangana naIshe Alfred "Bosie" Douglas, ane makore makumi maviri nerimwe eOxford undergraduate uye ane tarenda nyanduri.

Tsamba dzavo dzinoonekwa sedzimwe dzakanakisisa munhoroondo.

Muna Ndira 1893, Wilde anonyorera Bosie:

“Mukomana Wangu,

Sonnet yako yakanaka chaizvo, uye zvinoshamisa kuti miromo yako yeshizha dzvuku reruvara haifanirwe kuitwa zvishoma nekuda kwekupenga kwemimhanzi uye rwiyo pane kupenga kwekutsvoda. Mweya wako mutete gilt unofamba pakati pekuda uye nhetembo. Ndinoziva Hyacinthus, aidiwa naApollo zvakanyanya, aive iwe mumazuva echiGiriki.

Sei uri wega muLondon, uye unoenda rinhi kuSalisbury? Enda ikoko kunotonhodza maoko ako murima regrey rezvinhu zveGothic, uye huya pano pese paunoda. Zvakanaka nzvimbo uye ndinoshaiwa imi moga; asi enda kuSalisbury kutanga.

Nguva dzose, nerudo rusingaperi, rako,

Oscar”

Mukutanga kwaKurume 1893 Wilde anonyora kuti:

“Vadikani Vese Vakomana — Tsamba yenyu yaindinakidza — waini tsvuku neyero kwandiri — asi ndakasuwa uye ndinopenga — Bosie — haufanire kuita mifananidzo neni — vanondiuraya — vanoparadza kunaka kwehupenyu — handikwanise. ndinokuona iwe muGiriki nenyasha, wakakanganiswa neshungu; Handigoni kuteerera miromo yenyu yakakombama, ichireva zvinhu zvinosemesa kwandiri, musazviita; munoodza moyo wangu; ndingakurumidza kubhadharwa* zuva rose, pane kuva neshungu, kusarurama, nehasha;

Ndinofanira kukuona munguva pfupi - iwe uri chinhu chaMwari chandinoda - chinhu chenyasha uye unyanzvi - asi ini handizivi kuti ndingazviita sei - Ndichauya kuSalisbury - here? Pane zvakawanda zvinonetsa - mari yangu pano i£49 yevhiki! Ndine zvakare imba yekutandarira nyowani pamusoro peThames - asi iwe, sei usiri pano, mudiwa wangu, mukomana wangu akanaka -? Ndinotya kuti ndinofanira kubva; hapana mari, hapana chikwereti, uye moyo wemutobvu 

Wagara uri wako,

Oscar”

Mutsamba kubva mukupera kwaZvita wa1893, mushure mekusawirirana kuchangobva kuitika, Wilde anonyorera Douglas:

"Mukomana wangu wandinoda,

Maita basa netsamba yenyu. Ndakaremerwa nemapapiro evakweretesi vegora, uye kunze kwemhando, asi ndinofara nekuziva kuti tiri shamwari zvakare, uye kuti rudo rwedu rwakapfuura nemumumvuri uye chiedza chekuparadzana nekusuwa uye kubuda yakapfeka korona. sakare. Ngatigarei tiine rudo rusingagumi kune mumwe nemumwe, sezvatagara tichiita.

Ndinofunga nezvako zuva nezuva, uye ndinogara ndakazvipira kwauri.

Oscar”

Muna Chikunguru wegore rinotevera, Wilde anonyora kuti:

"Mukomana wangu chaiye,

Ndinovimba kuti fodya yasvika zvakanaka. Ndakadya naGladys de Grey, Reggie naAleck York ikoko. Vanoda kuti ndiende navo kuParis nemusi weChina: vanoti mumwe anopfeka flannels neheti dzemashanga uye anodya muBois, asi, chokwadi, handina mari, semazuva ese, uye handigone kuenda. Uyezve, ndinoda kukuona. Hazvina musoro zvechokwadi. Handigoni kurarama pasina iwe. Iwe unodiwa, unoshamisa kwazvo. Ini ndinofunga nezvako zuva rose, uye ndinosuwa nyasha dzako, runako rwako rwechikomana, kupenya kwebakatwa-kutamba kwenjere dzako, kupfava kwehungwaru hwako, zvinoshamisa nguva dzose mukubhururuka kwayo kwekamwe kamwe kuenda kuchamhembe nekumaodzanyemba, kune zuva uye kuchamhembe. mwedzi - uye, pamusoro pezvose, iwe pachako. Chinhu chimwe chete chinondinyaradza zvakataurwa kwandiri naSybil weMortimer Street (uyo vanhu vanodana kuti Mai Robinson)*. Dai ndaigona kusamutenda ndaizodaro, asi handikwanise, uye ndinoziva kuti kutanga kwaNdira iwe neni tichaenda tose rwendo rurefu, uye kuti hupenyu hwako hwakanaka hunogara hwakabatana nehwangu. Mudiwa wangu anoshamisa, ndinovimba wakangwara uye unofara.

Ndakaenda kwaBertie, nhasi ndanyora kumba, ndokuenda kunogara naamai vangu. Rufu neRudo zvinoita sekufamba nerumwe ruoko pandinofamba nehupenyu: ndizvo zvega zvinhu zvandinofunga nezvazvo, mapapiro avo anondimumvuri.

London irenje pasina tsoka dzako dzinoyevedza… Ndinyorere mutsara utore rudo rwangu rwese — ikozvino nekusingaperi.

Nguva dzose, uye nekuzvipira - asi handina mazwi ekuti ndinokuda sei.

Oscar”

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