KALATA YACHIKONDI: ALLEN GINSBERG NDI PETER ORLOVSKY
Wolemba ndakatulo waku America Allen Ginsberg ndi wolemba ndakatulo Peter Orlovsky adakumana ku San Francisco mu 1954, akuyamba zomwe Ginsberg adatcha "ukwati" wawo - ubale wamoyo womwe udadutsa magawo ambiri, udapirira zovuta zingapo, koma udapitilira mpaka imfa ya Ginsberg mu 1997. .
Zilembo zawo, zodzazidwa ndi zilembo, zilembo zosoweka, ndi kusamveka bwino kwa galamala komwe kumayendetsedwa ndi kuphulika kwamphamvu m'malo molemba molondola, ndi zokongola kwambiri.
M'kalata yochokera pa January 20, 1958, Ginsberg akulembera Orlovsky wochokera ku Paris, akulongosola ulendo wake ndi bwenzi lake lapamtima ndi beatnik mnzake, William S. Burroughs, chithunzi china cha chikhalidwe cha gay subculture:
"Wokondedwa Petey:
O Mtima O Wokonda zonse mwadzidzidzi zimasanduka golide! Osachita mantha musade nkhawa kuti chinthu chodabwitsa kwambiri chachitika pano! Sindikudziwa kuti ndiyambire pati koma chofunikira kwambiri. Pamene Bill [ed: William S. Burroughs] anabwera ine, ife, tinaganiza kuti anali Bill wakale wopenga, koma chinachake chinali chiti chinachitika kwa Bill panthawiyi kuchokera pamene tinamuwona iye kotsiriza ... ena kudutsa tebulo la khitchini ndikuyang'ana maso ndi maso ndikuyankhula, ndipo ndinavomereza kukayikira kwanga konse ndi masautso - ndipo pamaso pa maso anga adasanduka Mngelo!
Kodi chinachitika ndi chiyani kwa iye ku Tangiers miyezi ingapo yapitayi? Zikuwoneka kuti adasiya kulemba ndikukhala pabedi lake masana onse akuganiza ndikusinkhasinkha yekha ndikusiya kumwa - ndipo pamapeto pake adazindikira, pang'onopang'ono komanso mobwerezabwereza, tsiku lililonse, kwa miyezi ingapo - kuzindikira za "malo omvera (kumverera) kwachifundo. Chilengedwe chonse "- mwachiwonekere, mwa njira yakeyake, zomwe ndakhala ndikuziyika mwa ine ndi inu, masomphenya a Lovebrain wamkulu wamtendere "
Ndadzuka m'mawa uno ndili ndi chisangalalo chachikulu chaufulu & chisangalalo mu mtima mwanga, Bill wopulumutsidwa, ndapulumutsidwa, mwapulumutsidwa, tonse tapulumutsidwa, zonse zakhala zokwatulidwa kuyambira pamenepo - Ndikumva chisoni kuti mwina inu. ndinakhala ndi nkhawa pamene tinatsanzikana ndikupsompsonana movutitsa - ndikanakonda ndikadakhala ndikutsanzikana nanu mosangalala komanso popanda nkhawa komanso kukayikira ndinali ndi madzulo afumbi mukamachoka… - Bill wasintha chilengedwe, ndimamva kwambiri. kusinthidwa, mitambo yayikulu idagubuduzika, monga ndimamvera inu ndi ine tidali pachibwenzi, chabwino, ubale wathu wachitika. anakhalabe mwa ine, ndi ine, m'malo motaya mtima, ndikumvera aliyense, zomwe ndi zofanana pakati pathu."
Patapita milungu ingapo, kumayambiriro kwa February, Orlovsky anatumiza kalata ku Ginsberg kuchokera ku New York, kumene analemba ndi luso lokongola:
Osadandaula wokondedwa Allen zinthu zikuyenda bwino - tisintha dziko lapansi ku zomwe tikufuna - ngakhale titafa - koma OH dziko lapansi lili ndi utawaleza 25 pawindo langa ... "
Atangolandira kalatayo tsiku lotsatira Tsiku la Valentine, Ginsberg akuyankha, akubwereza mawu a Shakespeare monga wolemba ndakatulo wokhudzidwa ndi chikondi angati:
"Ndakhala ndikuthamanga ndi olemba ndakatulo amisala & odya padziko lapansi pano ndipo ndimalakalaka mawu okoma ochokera kumwamba omwe mudalemba, adabwera mwatsopano ngati mphepo yachilimwe &" ndikaganizira za iwe bwenzi lokondedwa / zotayika zonse zimabwezeretsedwa & zisoni. mapeto,” anabwera & m'maganizo mwanga - ndi mapeto a Shakespeare Sonnet - ayenera kuti anali wokondwa m'chikondi nayenso. Ndinali ndisanazindikire zimenezo. . . .Ndilembereni posachedwapa mwana wanga, ndikulemberani ndakatulo yaikulu yaitali imene ndikuona ngati kuti ndinu mulungu amene ndimapemphera—Love, Allen”
M’kalata ina imene inatumizidwa patatha masiku asanu ndi anayi, Ginsberg analemba kuti:
"Ndikuchita bwino pano, koma ndakusowa, mikono ndi maliseche & kugwirana wina ndi mzake - moyo umawoneka wopanda pake popanda iwe, kutentha kwa moyo kulibe ..."
Potchulanso zokambirana zina zomwe adakhala nazo ndi Burroughs, akupitiliza kuwonetsa kudumpha kwakukulu kwa ulemu ndi kufanana kwa chikondi komwe tangowonapo zaka zoposa theka la zaka Ginsberg atalemba izi:
"Bill akuganiza kuti m'badwo watsopano waku America ukhala m'chiuno ndipo usintha zinthu pang'onopang'ono - malamulo ndi malingaliro, ali ndi chiyembekezo pamenepo - pakuwombola ku America, kupeza moyo wake. . . . - muyenera kukonda moyo wonse, osati magawo chabe, kuti mupange mawonekedwe amuyaya, ndizomwe ndikuganiza kuyambira pomwe tidapanga, zochulukirapo ndikuwona kuti sizili pakati pathu, ndikumva kuti chitha kukulitsidwa ku chirichonse. Tho ndikulakalaka kukhudzana kwenikweni kwa dzuwa pakati pathu ndakusowa ngati kwathu. Shine back honey & think of me.
- Amamaliza kalatayo ndi vesi lalifupi:
Chabwino Bambo February.
wachifundo monga kale
yosesedwa ndi mvula yofunda
chikondi chochokera kwa Allen wanu
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