INCWADI YOTHANDO: U-ALLEN GINSBERG NOPETER ORLOVSKY
Imbongi yaseMelika kanye nombhali u-Allen Ginsberg kanye nembongi uPeter Orlovsky bahlangana eSan Francisco ngo-1954, baqala lokho uGinsberg akubiza ngokuthi "umshado" wabo - ubuhlobo bempilo yonke obadlula ezigabeni eziningi, bubekezelela izinselele eziningi, kodwa ekugcineni baqhubeka kwaze kwaba sekufeni kukaGinsberg ngo-1997. .
Izinhlamvu zabo, ezigcwele ama-typos, izimpawu zokuloba ezingekho, kanye nokungajwayelekile kohlelo lokubhala okuqhutshwa ukuqhuma kwemizwelo enamandla esikhundleni sokunemba kwemibhalo, zinhle kakhulu.
Encwadini eyabhalwa ngoJanuwari 20, 1958, uGinsberg ubhalela u-Orlovsky waseParis, elandisa ngokuvakasha kwakhe nomngane wakhe oseduze kanye nozakwabo we-beatnik, uWilliam S. Burroughs, esinye isithonjana se-subculture yezitabane:
"Petey othandekayo:
O Nhliziyo O Thanda konke kungazelelwe kuphenduke igolide! Ungesabi ungakhathazeki into enhle emangalisayo eyenzekile lapha! Angazi ukuthi ngiqale kuphi kodwa okubaluleke kakhulu. Ngenkathi uBill [ed: William S. Burroughs] ngifika mina, thina, sacabanga ukuthi kwakunguBill ofanayo omdala ohlanyayo, kodwa kukhona okwenzeka kuBill ngaleso sikhathi kusukela sagcina ukumbona ... kodwa izolo ebusuku ekugcineni mina noBill sihlezi sibhekene ngamunye omunye ngaphesheya kwetafula lasekhishini futhi wabuka iso ngeso futhi wakhuluma, futhi ngavuma konke ukungabaza kwami nosizi - futhi phambi kwamehlo ami waphenduka iNgelosi!
Kwenzekani kuye eTangiers kulezi zinyanga ezimbalwa ezedlule? Kubonakala sengathi wayeka ukubhala wahlala embhedeni wakhe zonke izikhathi zantambama ecabanga futhi ezindla yedwa futhi wayeka ukuphuza - futhi ekugcineni wavuka ekwazini kwakhe, kancane kancane futhi ngokuphindaphindiwe, nsuku zonke, izinyanga ezimbalwa - ukuqaphela "isikhungo sozwela (imizwa) Indalo yonke” - ngokusobala wayenakho, ngendlela yakhe, engangikubeke kimina nakuwe, umbono weLovebrain enkulu enokuthula”
Ngivuke ekuseni nginenjabulo enkulu nenjabulo enhliziyweni yami, Bill usindisiwe, ngisindisiwe, usindisiwe, sonke sisindisiwe, konke bekulokhu kuhlwithwa kusukela ngaleso sikhathi - ngizwa nje ngidabukile ukuthi mhlawumbe wena ngasala ngikhathazekile lapho sivalelisa futhi siqabulana ngendlela engathandeki — ngifisa sengathi ngingaba nakho lokho ukuze ngivalelise kuwe ngijabule kakhudlwana futhi ngaphandle kokukhathazeka nokungabaza ngibe nalolo busuku obunothuli ngenkathi uhamba… — UBill ushintshile imvelo, ngizwa kakhulu kushintshile, amafu amakhulu agingqika, njengoba ngizwa ngenkathi mina nawe sisazwana, kahle-hle, ubudlelwano bethu wahlala kimi, nami, kunokuba ngilahleke, ngizwela kuwo wonke umuntu, into efanayo naphakathi kwethu.”
Ngemva kwamasonto ambalwa, ekuqaleni kukaFebruwari, u-Orlovsky wathumela incwadi ku-Ginsberg evela eNew York, lapho ebhala khona ngobuhlakani obuhle:
“…ungakhathazeki sithandwa sika-Allen izinto zihamba kahle — sizowushintsha umhlaba kuze kube yisifiso sethu - noma ngabe kufanele sife - kodwa OH umhlaba unezinsizi ezingama-25 efasiteleni lami…
Ngokushesha nje lapho ethola incwadi ngosuku olungemva koSuku Luka-Valentine, uGinsberg uyaphendula, ecaphuna uShakespeare njengembongi ehlaselwe uthando kuphela:
"Bengilokhu ngigijima nezimbongi ezihlanyayo kanye nabadla umhlaba lapha futhi bengilangazelela amazwi anomusa avela ezulwini owabhalile, afika amasha njengomoya wasehlobo & "uma ngicabanga ngawe mngane othandekayo / konke ukulahlekelwa kuyabuyiselwa kanye nosizi. ekupheleni,” kwafika futhi engqondweni yami - isiphetho se-Shakespeare Sonnet - kufanele ukuthi wayejabule othandweni futhi. Ngangingakaze ngikubone lokho ngaphambili. . . .Ngibhalele maduzane mntanami, ngizokubhalela inkondlo enkulu ende engizizwa sengathi ungunkulunkulu engithandaza kuye—Love, Allen”
Kwenye incwadi eyathunyelwa ezinsukwini eziyisishiyagalolunye kamuva, uGinsberg uyabhala:
"Ngilungisa kahle lapha, kodwa ngiyakukhumbula, izingalo zakho nobunqunu bakho nokubambana - impilo ibonakala ingenalutho ngaphandle kwakho, ukufudumala komphefumulo akukho eduze..."
Ecaphuna enye ingxoxo abe nayo noBurroughs, uyaqhubeka nokusho ukweqa okukhulu kwesithunzi nokulingana kothando esisanda kukubona eminyakeni engaphezu kwengxenye yekhulu ngemuva kokuba uGinsberg ebhale lokhu:
"UBill ucabanga ukuthi isizukulwane esisha saseMelika sizobe sihamba kancane futhi sizoshintsha izinto kancane kancane - imithetho nezimo zengqondo, unethemba lapho - ngokuhlengwa okuthile kweMelika, ukuthola umphefumulo wayo. . . . - kufanele uthande yonke impilo, hhayi izingxenye nje, ukwenza isigameko saphakade, yilokho engikucabangayo selokhu sakwenza, okuningi nokuningi ngibona ukuthi akukho nje phakathi kwethu, umuzwa wokuthi [unganwetshwa] kukho konke. Tho ngihalela ukukhanya kwelanga kwangempela phakathi kwethu ngikukhumbule njengekhaya. Shine back honey & think of me.
- Uphetha incwadi ngevesi elifushane:
Hamba kahle Mnu February.
ithenda njengakuqala
ashanelwe yimvula efudumele
uthando oluvela ku-Allen wakho
shiya impendulo